Deep Thoughts

Having one of those heavy moments. Snuck up on me. I'm working from home, which means burning through DVDs all day. I picked up a cheap copy of "Cast Away" today, to watch while I work. Whoa. The scene when he gets back to Civilization and goes to visit his girlfriend, who is now married...
Kind of a punch in the gut. That, and when he loses his Volleyball. OK, they're not all deep thoughts.
Still kind of in Limbo here. Making money, but it's only temporary. Might have a major change in living arrangements soon. Birthday coming up. A big one. Yipes.
I have to go to Norwalk tomorrow to sign Divorce Papers. I already signed them, but they weren't notarized. Apparently my signature isn't good enough. Hers is, but not mine.
And, Obviously, today is September 11th. 6 years. It seems petty, but I keep thinking in terms of my life in the last 6 years. 6 years ago, I was engaged to be married, living in a trailer park, laying bricks for extra money, doing shows at a Junior College.
I guess I'm better off now. Making better money (when I make it). Not with a crazy person anymore (that makes a big difference in quality of life). But, where do I go from here?
Have I lost my direction? Did I ever have one? I guess I'm waiting to see what the tide brings in...